Sometimes I feel I’m living life sedated, lazy, and lost. I’m not sure what I even like anymore. Not much excites me other than what I’m capable of becoming later in life if I keep working now. Love won’t wait. But maybe it wasn’t love at all. I can feel myself becoming better and burning out all at the same time. I hope this doesn’t make me bitter during my human experience. Making mistakes is apart of being human but what is unforgivable? Unforgivable is forfeiting a life to a lost cause. Life is too precious to be spent on someone who focuses on negativity. And that’s why it’s so hard to let go. Because watching someone you used to love from their feet to the stars above turn into a former shell of themselves hurts. Gone is what could have been. But I rather not live with regrets.