Reassurance is my humbling request. Humbling. Ha! Isn’t that “facetious” ? I often wonder, where do we, as people go wrong, when it’s “love” from all different kinds of angles that we all gravitate towards? Love isn’t as precious as most of us would make it seem. Love has so many forms now, most of […]Read More Giving is taking, and taking is giving. Where are you ?
What are you passionate about? 14 days into 2018 and I’m randomly reflecting on how I got to where I’m at now. I’ve realized that a lot of my motivation was born from boredom, necessity, and a need for change. The people that I started with weren’t the people I wanted to end up with. […]Read More Can I Call Myself A Writer Yet?
There’s been a curiosity inside of myself that I have yet discovered a way to tame, and I’m always getting myself into trouble. It’s like I’m reaching for something that’s only representing itself as a dream, I fear that once I grab it, it’ll disappear right through my fingertips. Sometimes I wish I never….stop. Anything […]Read More Are some, or all imaginations real ? Journal entry (3:56 am)
Sometimes i wonder, what was wrong with me growing up ? From making up really weird sandwiches with anything i seen just to have flavors blow up in my mouth, to walking down to the local port to relax my mind to the waters that swayed back and forth instead of consistently smoking cannabis every […]Read More Self construction never ends it only alters
Everyone or at least everyone knows their passions. I however feel mine. It’s all too real. All too scary and all too perfect. It gives me a reason to believe that there’s good in the world, because of what I feel. I mean we’re all only human right ? So i know what I’m speaking […]Read More The sound
Regular days i don’t fret over most things, yet every beginning of the month, it is the time to unwind, unload, and pour out your soul, your heart, most importantly your mind. Perhaps i take things too hard, perhaps i think a little too much. Perhaps…. Indeed. Yet how is one not to when you’re […]Read More Monthly blood thoughts that are overburdened
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
It hurts worse the longer it’s been Sorrow is quicksand I feel that I’m sinking but I just don’t care to save myself The same thing that made me feel so alive is now killing me slow depression, loneliness Suffocation With Love Until Eternity XORead More A gift to myself
What I’m watching/watched: Photography basics, Suits season 1, The Lobster, Vice abduction BDSM, etc. What makes a show “good?” I. Theres this feeling of freedom that comes with “going out” at the end of the […]Read More Dead Goldfish
Did i ever mention how hard it is to stay positive?!? I mean like FUCK! Let me start over Do you know how good it is to not play yourself into thinking that you need to be positive all the time?! Positivity: the state or character of being Positive: a positivity that accepts the world […]Read More The littlest things