Reassurance is my humbling request. Humbling. Ha! Isn’t that “facetious” ? I often wonder, where do we, as people go wrong, when it’s “love” from all different kinds of angles that we all gravitate towards? Love isn’t as precious as most of us would make it seem. Love has so many forms now, most of […]Read More Giving is taking, and taking is giving. Where are you ?
There’s been a curiosity inside of myself that I have yet discovered a way to tame, and I’m always getting myself into trouble. It’s like I’m reaching for something that’s only representing itself as a dream, I fear that once I grab it, it’ll disappear right through my fingertips. Sometimes I wish I never….stop. Anything […]Read More Are some, or all imaginations real ? Journal entry (3:56 am)
Sometimes i wonder, what was wrong with me growing up ? From making up really weird sandwiches with anything i seen just to have flavors blow up in my mouth, to walking down to the local port to relax my mind to the waters that swayed back and forth instead of consistently smoking cannabis every […]Read More Self construction never ends it only alters
Regular days i don’t fret over most things, yet every beginning of the month, it is the time to unwind, unload, and pour out your soul, your heart, most importantly your mind. Perhaps i take things too hard, perhaps i think a little too much. Perhaps…. Indeed. Yet how is one not to when you’re […]Read More Monthly blood thoughts that are overburdened
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
Professional pretender how i adore you I couldnt ever retain anger towards something so beautiful My heart is crippled by the tight grip you have around it The adrenaline puts my body in place and gets me ready to start; Start a race between my heart and a car My heart’s valves pumps blood speedily, […]Read More Perfection in an imperfect society
“You ready?” Her breaths came as a shock to me, I’d never thought that once in my life I’d see her breathe this hard, I haven’t even penetrated her yet. “You sure?” Faye laughed, speaking so gently, as if she wasn’t just breathing harder than a marathon runner. “Yes Lucas, I’m ready.” I reached for […]Read More My observation of Faye part 2
Her legs had a sort of dramatic touch around her knees, as if there’s too much muscle built around it. But I love it. It’s like she’s strong in her own way, with a certain specific body part of hers. Hypothetically I would’ve been all over her by this time, but it’s something about her […]Read More My observation of Faye
Someone once told me, in life, it’s best to just leave the negative thoughts behind and keep on trucking because there’s worse things that you’ll have to deal with. Subconsciously I’ve let negative thoughts run through my head and body, which reflected how I treated people, but I’ve tried so hard to become better, which […]Read More Note to future self.
Love me down Finish your plate Don’t give me a frown Come here to heavens gate For the now My waterfalls will make you weak Certain strokes give me “WOW” Moments Come and let me make you tweak While I watch you quiver after my love is given I bask in my satisfaction of your […]Read More Beau