Reassurance is my humbling request. Humbling. Ha! Isn’t that “facetious” ? I often wonder, where do we, as people go wrong, when it’s “love” from all different kinds of angles that we all gravitate towards? Love isn’t as precious as most of us would make it seem. Love has so many forms now, most of […]Read More Giving is taking, and taking is giving. Where are you ?
There’s been a curiosity inside of myself that I have yet discovered a way to tame, and I’m always getting myself into trouble. It’s like I’m reaching for something that’s only representing itself as a dream, I fear that once I grab it, it’ll disappear right through my fingertips. Sometimes I wish I never….stop. Anything […]Read More Are some, or all imaginations real ? Journal entry (3:56 am)
Sometimes i wonder, what was wrong with me growing up ? From making up really weird sandwiches with anything i seen just to have flavors blow up in my mouth, to walking down to the local port to relax my mind to the waters that swayed back and forth instead of consistently smoking cannabis every […]Read More Self construction never ends it only alters
Everyone or at least everyone knows their passions. I however feel mine. It’s all too real. All too scary and all too perfect. It gives me a reason to believe that there’s good in the world, because of what I feel. I mean we’re all only human right ? So i know what I’m speaking […]Read More The sound
Regular days i don’t fret over most things, yet every beginning of the month, it is the time to unwind, unload, and pour out your soul, your heart, most importantly your mind. Perhaps i take things too hard, perhaps i think a little too much. Perhaps…. Indeed. Yet how is one not to when you’re […]Read More Monthly blood thoughts that are overburdened
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
Did i ever mention how hard it is to stay positive?!? I mean like FUCK! Let me start over Do you know how good it is to not play yourself into thinking that you need to be positive all the time?! Positivity: the state or character of being Positive: a positivity that accepts the world […]Read More The littlest things
We all have a habit of getting out of hand, jumping the gun, and wanting things to happen a lot faster than they should. Processing things in your head is a lot easier when you’re left to process things in your reality, fitting your circumstances. It’s something we have trouble getting together, then our minds […]Read More Reality checks in, consider it settled.
Professional pretender how i adore you I couldnt ever retain anger towards something so beautiful My heart is crippled by the tight grip you have around it The adrenaline puts my body in place and gets me ready to start; Start a race between my heart and a car My heart’s valves pumps blood speedily, […]Read More Perfection in an imperfect society
If comfort had multiple words put into one, it would be ineedyoutohelpmehelpyouhelpme. Ironically people are meant to work together instead of bickering back and forth. It’s hard to do that when there’s multiple red flags provoking your thoughts to think in a negative manner, when you try your hardest to do the opposite. It lingers. […]Read More Confusion and heart beats bleed for love. Enlighten the two.