There’s been a curiosity inside of myself that I have yet discovered a way to tame, and I’m always getting myself into trouble. It’s like I’m reaching for something that’s only representing itself as a dream, I fear that once I grab it, it’ll disappear right through my fingertips. Sometimes I wish I never….stop. Anything […]Read More Are some, or all imaginations real ? Journal entry (3:56 am)
Sometimes i wonder, what was wrong with me growing up ? From making up really weird sandwiches with anything i seen just to have flavors blow up in my mouth, to walking down to the local port to relax my mind to the waters that swayed back and forth instead of consistently smoking cannabis every […]Read More Self construction never ends it only alters
Regular days i don’t fret over most things, yet every beginning of the month, it is the time to unwind, unload, and pour out your soul, your heart, most importantly your mind. Perhaps i take things too hard, perhaps i think a little too much. Perhaps…. Indeed. Yet how is one not to when you’re […]Read More Monthly blood thoughts that are overburdened
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
Showing remorse can bring you to your knees, but I’d rather that be the case than to not have endearment for you. I’ve went completely numb due to the lack of love and brutality shown onto me; but you, oh you. You bring me body trembles that keep me warm, instead of cold. You’re everything […]Read More Twisting the realities around
Someone once told me, in life, it’s best to just leave the negative thoughts behind and keep on trucking because there’s worse things that you’ll have to deal with. Subconsciously I’ve let negative thoughts run through my head and body, which reflected how I treated people, but I’ve tried so hard to become better, which […]Read More Note to future self.
Love me down Finish your plate Don’t give me a frown Come here to heavens gate For the now My waterfalls will make you weak Certain strokes give me “WOW” Moments Come and let me make you tweak While I watch you quiver after my love is given I bask in my satisfaction of your […]Read More Beau
Blinded by luscious words A wish will stay thrown up in the air while getting slapped by the turd Nothing is as pleasant as a beautiful night Being able to trust your own might Meaningless conversations bring me to a pause Like teachers over analyzing a specific clause Wishing you were a flower in my […]Read More Pondering multiple random words
Smiles cut deep Innocent like the newborn sheep Lions are not allowed to fall in love Yet your silence grips me softer than a dove’s Wings Things They can never change Well there’s possibility But then there’s rearrange Ment I mean I meant Meant to keep your heart safe I’ll hold you in my armored […]Read More Wings, souls, shelter, never left behind.
Have you ever felt like the world could be a crashing, complete demolishing, mess, but yet in that moment, you seem to notice how grateful you are. Those days are the ones where you have to grasp onto reality and see how fortunate you really are. People complain about the simplicity of life, without even […]Read More Stay like that