What are you passionate about? 14 days into 2018 and I’m randomly reflecting on how I got to where I’m at now. I’ve realized that a lot of my motivation was born from boredom, necessity, and a need for change. The people that I started with weren’t the people I wanted to end up with. […]Read More Can I Call Myself A Writer Yet?
There’s been a curiosity inside of myself that I have yet discovered a way to tame, and I’m always getting myself into trouble. It’s like I’m reaching for something that’s only representing itself as a dream, I fear that once I grab it, it’ll disappear right through my fingertips. Sometimes I wish I never….stop. Anything […]Read More Are some, or all imaginations real ? Journal entry (3:56 am)
It hurts worse the longer it’s been Sorrow is quicksand I feel that I’m sinking but I just don’t care to save myself The same thing that made me feel so alive is now killing me slow depression, loneliness Suffocation With Love Until Eternity XORead More A gift to myself
What I’m watching/watched: Photography basics, Suits season 1, The Lobster, Vice abduction BDSM, etc. What makes a show “good?” I. Theres this feeling of freedom that comes with “going out” at the end of the […]Read More Dead Goldfish
What I expanded on today: different kinds of cryptocurrencies, ICOs, decentralization, art auctions, burn your bra, conversations you weren’t invited to, adult onesies, cognitive dissonance, indie movies, International (Seoul) Fashion, I’m an okay writer, John Malone candles, everything always has room for improvement, FOMO(fear of missing out) anxiety There’s something soothing about Sundays At the […]Read More Neon Surprises
We all have a habit of getting out of hand, jumping the gun, and wanting things to happen a lot faster than they should. Processing things in your head is a lot easier when you’re left to process things in your reality, fitting your circumstances. It’s something we have trouble getting together, then our minds […]Read More Reality checks in, consider it settled.
Sometimes I feel I’m living life sedated, lazy, and lost. I’m not sure what I even like anymore. Not much excites me other than what I’m capable of becoming later in life if I keep working now. Love won’t wait. But maybe it wasn’t love at all. I can feel myself becoming better and burning […]Read More F You
I miss being me but I know I have to grow in order to get where I’m trying to go. The problem with people is they aren’t you and you aren’t them. People are more complex than the crux of their existence being some binding agreement that suggests you should spend however much time you […]Read More The Over Complication Of Everything
While telly parties and getting smoked out watching Netflix sounds amazing I want to operate in a better space. This isn’t an attack on downtime but I am feeling unfulfilled. There are so many people on this planet excelling in areas that not only intrigue me, but areas I want to be involved in. Because […]Read More
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