What are you passionate about? 14 days into 2018 and I’m randomly reflecting on how I got to where I’m at now. I’ve realized that a lot of my motivation was born from boredom, necessity, and a need for change. The people that I started with weren’t the people I wanted to end up with. […]Read More Can I Call Myself A Writer Yet?
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
It hurts worse the longer it’s been Sorrow is quicksand I feel that I’m sinking but I just don’t care to save myself The same thing that made me feel so alive is now killing me slow depression, loneliness Suffocation With Love Until Eternity XORead More A gift to myself
What I’m watching/watched: Photography basics, Suits season 1, The Lobster, Vice abduction BDSM, etc. What makes a show “good?” I. Theres this feeling of freedom that comes with “going out” at the end of the […]Read More Dead Goldfish
What I expanded on today: different kinds of cryptocurrencies, ICOs, decentralization, art auctions, burn your bra, conversations you weren’t invited to, adult onesies, cognitive dissonance, indie movies, International (Seoul) Fashion, I’m an okay writer, John Malone candles, everything always has room for improvement, FOMO(fear of missing out) anxiety There’s something soothing about Sundays At the […]Read More Neon Surprises
The world is ending ? Possibly… but not as of yet. Humanity may never know; But I’m pretty sure you’re familiarized with the saying “Take pride in what you have.” Or “take care of what you’ve got.” Think about a toy, or a child. Toys can break any time, any moment, ruining a child’s entertainment, […]Read More You get back what you put out
The same way I invite people in to ruin my life I can find purpose in the pain if I work through it You see the best in people I expect the worst Can we meet somewhere in the middle The only other option was death or a dull life, I kept going Never fall […]Read More What do these memories mean?
Fighting over parking spots and other frivolous things. The DNA in most humans is actually quite terrible. The longing to have your name live on long after you’re gone. Beast in a flesh cage. Livewires grounded by the realities of humanity. Impermanence. Fear and loathing spread past Las Vegas. If you take a step back […]Read More The human condition and west of division
As Saturday falls into Sunday I don’t want to be celebrated I want to be appreciated I’m so anxious, Millions of cells with a thought for each one Who am I going to ruin my life over today And in what way And then I stop myself These were my younger years I don’t expect you […]Read More Waiting for my idols to die
(October 5 2015) (April 18 2017) A kiss like this is the essence of existence…. Women like you just need hugs and drugs…. Look at “bullshit” creeping around the corner, I see you…. and I’m going the other way. Always a petition to get my attention, no we can’t be friends, aqquintences or anything of […]Read More Pablo Escobar Picasso