What are you passionate about? 14 days into 2018 and I’m randomly reflecting on how I got to where I’m at now. I’ve realized that a lot of my motivation was born from boredom, necessity, and a need for change. The people that I started with weren’t the people I wanted to end up with. […]Read More Can I Call Myself A Writer Yet?
How do you stay in love? How do you stay in love with someone that’s clingy to society’s ways and how things should and shouldn’t be done? Why am I so accepting ? Why am I so accepting to the beautiful things that people can offer this world yet they don’t say a word about […]Read More Just you wait.
It hurts worse the longer it’s been Sorrow is quicksand I feel that I’m sinking but I just don’t care to save myself The same thing that made me feel so alive is now killing me slow depression, loneliness Suffocation With Love Until Eternity XORead More A gift to myself
What I’m watching/watched: Photography basics, Suits season 1, The Lobster, Vice abduction BDSM, etc. What makes a show “good?” I. Theres this feeling of freedom that comes with “going out” at the end of the […]Read More Dead Goldfish
What I expanded on today: different kinds of cryptocurrencies, ICOs, decentralization, art auctions, burn your bra, conversations you weren’t invited to, adult onesies, cognitive dissonance, indie movies, International (Seoul) Fashion, I’m an okay writer, John Malone candles, everything always has room for improvement, FOMO(fear of missing out) anxiety There’s something soothing about Sundays At the […]Read More Neon Surprises
Sometimes I feel I’m living life sedated, lazy, and lost. I’m not sure what I even like anymore. Not much excites me other than what I’m capable of becoming later in life if I keep working now. Love won’t wait. But maybe it wasn’t love at all. I can feel myself becoming better and burning […]Read More F You
Silly lilies Balancing trying to stay afloat Getting ready to fall Waters thrashing against my throat A hardened cement sensation builds up inside of she Resisting to allow herself to feel is her damnation to be Or feeling too much at once pushing difficulties on her, and surroundings of friends She wouldn’t be able to […]Read More Don’t burden others with your feared thoughts.
The same way I invite people in to ruin my life I can find purpose in the pain if I work through it You see the best in people I expect the worst Can we meet somewhere in the middle The only other option was death or a dull life, I kept going Never fall […]Read More What do these memories mean?
Fighting over parking spots and other frivolous things. The DNA in most humans is actually quite terrible. The longing to have your name live on long after you’re gone. Beast in a flesh cage. Livewires grounded by the realities of humanity. Impermanence. Fear and loathing spread past Las Vegas. If you take a step back […]Read More The human condition and west of division
There’s something subtly intimidating about this woman, fully aware of herself, how beautiful she is, as well as how much she knows and understands. It’s dark where I came from, but I don’t believe that’s the reason why she’s here. The absence of light in my world made it easier to find her, she was […]Read More Firefly