It hurts worse the longer it’s been Sorrow is quicksand I feel that I’m sinking but I just don’t care to save myself The same thing that made me feel so alive is now killing me slow depression, loneliness Suffocation With Love Until Eternity XO AdvertisementsRead More A gift to myself
What I’m watching/watched: Photography basics, Suits season 1, The Lobster, Vice abduction BDSM, etc. What makes a show “good?” I. Theres this feeling of freedom that comes with “going out” at the end of the […]Read More Dead Goldfish
What I expanded on today: different kinds of cryptocurrencies, ICOs, decentralization, art auctions, burn your bra, conversations you weren’t invited to, adult onesies, cognitive dissonance, indie movies, International (Seoul) Fashion, I’m an okay writer, John Malone candles, everything always has room for improvement, FOMO(fear of missing out) anxiety There’s something soothing about Sundays At the […]Read More Neon Surprises
Sometimes I feel I’m living life sedated, lazy, and lost. I’m not sure what I even like anymore. Not much excites me other than what I’m capable of becoming later in life if I keep working now. Love won’t wait. But maybe it wasn’t love at all. I can feel myself becoming better and burning […]Read More F You
Silly lilies Balancing trying to stay afloat Getting ready to fall Waters thrashing against my throat A hardened cement sensation builds up inside of she Resisting to allow herself to feel is her damnation to be Or feeling too much at once pushing difficulties on her, and surroundings of friends She wouldn’t be able to […]Read More Don’t burden others with your feared thoughts.
The world is ending ? Possibly… but not as of yet. Humanity may never know; But I’m pretty sure you’re familiarized with the saying “Take pride in what you have.” Or “take care of what you’ve got.” Think about a toy, or a child. Toys can break any time, any moment, ruining a child’s entertainment, […]Read More You get back what you put out
Photo: (Street Walkers – Aaron Johnson) Anxiety and depression wrapped neatly in the corner creeping closer I might die in this room Or you might lead the way out Either way I’m here and you are too Before I panicked because things changed, And currently worry because I don’t know if they’ll ever go back […]Read More The Room
The same way I invite people in to ruin my life I can find purpose in the pain if I work through it You see the best in people I expect the worst Can we meet somewhere in the middle The only other option was death or a dull life, I kept going Never fall […]Read More What do these memories mean?
Fighting over parking spots and other frivolous things. The DNA in most humans is actually quite terrible. The longing to have your name live on long after you’re gone. Beast in a flesh cage. Livewires grounded by the realities of humanity. Impermanence. Fear and loathing spread past Las Vegas. If you take a step back […]Read More The human condition and west of division
Burn in hell An end to your human experience is inevitable, but how you go and where you go is still up for debate. Does pain and pleasure really get triggered by the same censors? I’m not trying to raise hell like some cenobite but why does each extreme feel so extraordinary on opposing ends […]Read More Summer sunsets at 7:45pm